Monday, December 15, 2014

WHEN YOU LOSE THE STAR

The story of the wise men, is one in which truth and legend are so perfectly blended together that it's almost impossible to tell one from the other.

It's a story about men who studied the stars. We don't know how many there were, or what their names were, or what they were like.

The legends have supplied many of those answers and given the men names, numbers, and even thrones, but in Matthew's story they are nameless, numberless, and throne-less.

If they hadn't done anything but study the stars we probably would never have heard of them. But the story goes on to say that they noticed a particular star.

When they saw this star they stopped studying and began travelling. They left their comfortable homes and turned westward
toward the unpredictable dangers of the desert.

T. S. Eliot has one of them saying; “A cold coming we had of it,
just the worst time of the year for a journey, and such a long journey: the ways deep, and the weather sharp, the very dead of winter.”

Much of that long journey was made without the benefit of the star. They saw it in the east, shining over their homeland, and they saw it again as they left the palace of Herod. But in between they were without it much of the way. The star guided them in the general direction of Israel, but then it seemed to desert them and leave them on their own.

Isn’t that the way it happens with us? We have our moments of seeing and knowing, when the star of clarity and certainty goes before us, and then nothing, everything seems to go blank.

I remember one terrifying night when I was ten years old, and had stayed out late, playing with friends on the other side of town.
Drumheller, Alberta, was a tough, rough mining town, and in order to get home I had to walk by the beer parlors, the billiard halls, the bowling alleys, the movie theatres, the dance halls: all the places I had been brought up to believe were dens of iniquity.

The only comfort on the way was the presence of streetlights.
When I got under a street light I strolled as if I had all the time in the world. Then I dashed off like a championship runner to the next light.

And I’ve often thought that life is like that, making our way from one light to the next, with darkness the rest of the way.

That’s what the Wise Men did. They traveled from one sighting of the star to the next. They didn’t see it constantly. They had to travel long distances without it.

What can we learn from the Wise Men and their star?

First, we learn that life is a journey.

Life isn’t rooted-ness, and it isn’t settled-ness. Perhaps this is why the greatest writers have depicted life as a pilgrimage, a movement from one place to another. From Chaucer to Michener, from Dante to Eliot, it’s the same in every age.

This is the theme of a book called Blue Highways. It begins when the author is released from his college teaching responsibilities,
and sets out with a little over four hundred dollars and an old Ford van, to see the country, and to do it by following only the smaller roads, the ones colored blue on the Highway maps.

The journey takes him into many of the smaller towns and unknown rural areas of the country – and brings him into contact with some “real people”. The reader begins to envy the author for seeing so much.

Then one realizes that all of life is the same way: It’s a journey, where one sees and learns things.

Eventually, one sees that the important stance in life, is openness.
It’s realizing that life is a gift and that those persons who receive most are poised to receive.

This is the way it was with the Wise Men: they followed the star that appeared in the sky. They were open and ready to be led. They knew that life is an adventure, and those see most who are most ready to follow.

The second thing that we learn from the Wise Men is that Faith is what we exercise in times of darkness. Faith is for the times of the journey when we can’t see the star.

The Wise Men traveled long miles of their journey in the dark: the star got them started on their journey, and it returned when the journey was at its climax, but in between, it appeared to leave them.

It was there all the time, but they couldn’t see it. They had to journey onward in the direction it had given them, but without its immediate aid.

This too is true to life, isn’t it? We spend a lot of our journeys in the dark. We see the star shining over a certain school, and we go there, not knowing what lies beyond for us. We see it shining again over a job, a career, or a profession, and we go in that direction, not knowing/ any more than that.

Again and again in life, we’ve a moment of great luminosity, when everything becomes clear and we feel affirmed in our choices: then the light gives way to great stretches of darkness, with only the memory of the light to guide us. The star doesn’t shine brightly at all times. When it doesn’t we must walk by faith, and by hope in its shining again. We can’t expect it to shine for us all the time.

One more thing we learn from the Wise Men: at the end of the journey is Christ.

Though the journey was often clouded in darkness, the Wise Men found Christ at the end. And there was no question about the journey being worth it.

That’s good news to those who are in a darkened phase of their life’s journey. When you’ve lost the star, hold on: you’ll come out on the other end of the darkness, and there will be light you cannot now believe.

That’s the good news in a nutshell: Jesus at the end of our struggles, and his being there makes the journey different.

Knowing he’s there, we can endure our seasons of darkness.

Knowing he’s there, we can make it through the hardships.

Knowing he’s there, we can survive even loss and death.

That is what faith is all about. Through the darkness and the struggles, past the pitfalls and the valleys, he is there. And that is what sustains us on our journeys.

Let us pray:

         May our faith be as daring as dreams;
         may our hopes be as bright as Bethlehem’s star; and may the coming of Christ find 
in our hearts both  a welcome and a home.

         Amen 

Dr. John Sullivan
Former Officer, Canada

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